Thursday, August 19, 2004

OMG LOOK AT ME NOW

Ok I totally gave into putting my pic in hot or not lol..a bunch of us all did it and frankly its been a hoot . At first I thought no way but I rethought about it and figured why not? A few yrs ago I would never in a million years posted a pic of myself anywhere..my self esteem was nonexistant nor would I have been able to handle scrutany . Wow how things can change in a few years lol...I am not really concerned with how I rate, I know that I am a 10 in the eyes of those that count. I guess part of the reason for me was my age and bbw status that forged me forward with this silly, goofy, fun, forward endevour......I mean think about how in the past women of over 30 were considered old ...that has changed in the last yrs with actresses looking better and better in thier 40's and 50's and the old addage *Men get destinguished looking and women just get old* is not true anymore....but lets also face the fact that we all can't afford a personal trainer and plastic surgery either lol..don't get me wrong I realize that not all have had that done and certainly natural beauty is alive and well ...I am referring to what we see plastered all over in media and the like , beauty is what rules the market and society .... I would lie if I said it doesn't count to me but I also feel that beauty starts on the inside and shows its way out. How many times have we had that special pleasure of meeting someone absolutely drop dead gorgeous untill they opened their mouth and u realized they were dumb as a puck.....their beauty evaporates before your eyes and they just become a stupid person be it male or female...(I am so sure some men would disagree with me lol)...we all have our own pride and I am no exception to that. So having said all that and not being what society considered the demographic of the NORMAL I guess being rated 7.9 or less just proves to me that even at 41 yrs of age and not your average sized woman but a BBW (big beautiful women status for full figured ladies on the net) .....I still got it lol . I can enjoy this little extra gleam in my eye and spring in my step lol..and encourage all woman of all ages and stature to be proud and hold your head up high. We all have beauty and we can all have fun with it no matter how u do it....and no matter what silly rating I get or how high and low the score ...the victory here is posting a pic of myself in the first place... I know I will grow old gracefully and with a gleam in my eye never the less ......

3 comments:

Shannon said...

That's all fine and good for YOU to say, but some of us aren't as gorgeous as you. Some of us are actually trolls, or at least made to feel that way. So I'm very happy for you that you are who you are. Just as beautiful on the inside as well as on the outside.

Anonymous said...

I went to hot or not to rate you and what gives???? It only goes to 10, so how am I suppose to rate you how you really look? You're gorgoues moon....through & through...fool

Scroller said...

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